Dear diaries:
today I write to you enhanced by the act of love
it's been a rainy day
I've reconnected my self to the feelings of loving this weather..
I hated rain for the last two years..
it wasn't b'cause I hated the rain it self, rather b'cause I hated the stress and the disappointment that came along with it
Rain made me feel ALONE literally for the first time in my life , it forced me to grow up
and charge my responsibility
Rain exposed my vulnerability to me... in such a rude way... it told me that u r still weak and ignorant
Rain told me all that with each single drop ,it made it more and more clear in the most vicious way possible!!
but though, I didn't hate the sky, not for a one single day,, always adored it, loved it, embrace it!!
like the say "don't hate ppl, hate their actions" If the sky wants to cry or laugh or dance or do what ever rain might symbolize
let it do it!! I love it any way
today I've learned that love comes with lots of obligation,, one of it and the most important is the act of endurance..
how can we track the beauty in each unfavorable act of our lovers,, each unwanted or unbearable adjective or habit in them..
Today I love Rain b'cause it's the annoying habit of my beloved sky..
with each drop my concerns accelerates but my love get harder and stronger with the practice of bearing!!
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